There was no
ceremony held for her getting her first medal.
Lt. Tezana came up to her one morning and threw the medal at her.
“There’s your
medal. I hope you feel big now with that
unearned medal on your chest,” she said and walked off.
And that was all
the ceremony and praise she received.
The camp was full
of rumors on where they were heading next.
The only thing for certain was that the army was preparing to
march. They’d be off to another battle
soon.
She sat under a
tree and ate her boiled eggs as she read her scriptures. Everyone that knew her was used to her
scripture reading and she wasn’t bothered except by strangers.
The she saw Burana
running up with an enormous smile on her freckled face.
“Grez, we got
leave to go into the city tonight! You
coming?”
She did want to
see new places.
“Yes,” Greza
said.
Together with Ox
and a few other men from their platoon, they went into the city and showed
their passes to the guards.
The city wasn’t
‘just a town but bigger’ it had things she’d never seen before. The market place
in the square by the main gate was filled with merchants, jugglers, acrobats
and nobles. She also smelled the aroma
of cooking food that she didn’t recognize but wanted to become more familiar
with.
“Where to
first?” Ox asked.
“Tavern!” One of the others said.
“Nah! Let’s shop around first before the stores
close,” Burana said.
“Good idea,” Ox
said. “Split into groups. No one goes off by themselves and we’ll meet
that that tavern over there in an hour: two at most.”
Everyone agreed
and began to split up. She went with
Burana. The two of them chose a street
at random and headed off.
“Looking for
something particular?” Greza asked.
“No, just
looking. You?”
“Just looking.”
The walked by a
shop full of mechanical toys and clocks.
They stopped to look through the window at the machines before
continuing on.
Burana seemed more
interested in the clothes and such and dragged her into a store.
One thing did
catch her eye though, a red scarf. It
was beautiful. With her black uniform it
would stand out and mark herself. The
weather was getting warmer but she wanted it.
She paid the store man and walked out with the scarf around her neck. Burana had bought a blouse and vest that
accentuated her feminine charms.
Greza wasn’t
interested in that sort of attention.
“Think Ox will
like this?” Burana asked.
“I’d imagine
so. You want him to like it?”
Burana didn’t
answer for a few seconds.
“Yes, I believe I
do. Is that alright with you?”
“Me? I have no say in it.”
“You don’t seek
his attention?”
“I don’t.”
Burana smiled and
they continued on.
As the stores grew
cheaper and more decrepit, they came to a small square with a broken down
fountain. It didn’t look like this area
had many visitors. There were a few
boarded up stores and a stall that didn’t look as if it had been used in
years.
Then something
caught Greza’s eye. It was a stone
building sandwiched between larger wood buildings. It had a single tall door with a round
stained glass window above it.
The stained glass
window had the symbol of the Path of Light.
“Burana, hold on,”
Greza said.
“What? There’s nothing here.”
Greza pointed to
the church.
“I’ll wait
outside,” Burana said.
Greza crossed the
tiny square and stopped in front of the wooden door to the church. It looked old but it didn’t look abandoned
like many of the buildings nearby.
She tested the
door and found that it opened. Greza
stood there for a moment, frozen in excitement.
She’d never actually been in a church before and didn’t know what to
expect.
Taking a deep
breath she pushed the door open and walked in.
She found herself in a round chapel with wooden pews in three rows of
seven. Holy numbers. On the far side was the shrine and
alter. A large book of scripture lay
open on the altar. Incense was burning
on either side of the book.
“Who’s
there?” She heard a man say in the
almost unintelligible local accent.
“A worshiper,”
Greza said.
An old man in a
priest’s simple robe came out of a side door and he took a moment to look her
over.
“You’re not from
around here,” the man said.
“No, I’m with the
mercenary company.”
He frowned and
turned away and walked toward the altar.
“What do you
want?” He asked. “If you’re here to mock, I assure you that
I’ve heard everything there is to say.”
“Not at all, I’m a
follower of the Path.”
He laughed.
“Of course, of
course.”
“I am. I’ve been reading the scriptures since I was
a child but have never had an opportunity to attend an actual ceremony before.”
“You’re too young
to be a believer.”
“What does age
have to do with it?”
He stood behind
the altar and snuffed out the incense sticks.
“You must have
been raised hearing stories of the Lost Victor.
Why would you believe?”
“For the same
reasons you do.”
He shook his
head.
“That doesn’t mean
much anymore.”
She walked up the
isle and stood on the opposite side of the alter.
“I believe,
sir. Please don’t wave my conviction
away.”
He stopped and
looked at her. Despite his age, his eyes
were still clear and bright. He didn’t
appear as old as she had initially thought.
It was his weariness and care worn face that made him appear older.
“Why would you
believe a religion that has had a false prophecy?” He asked.
“Don’t you
believe?”
“I asked you
first.”
“The prophecy
hasn’t been proven false. The Victor was
lost, but that doesn’t mean he won’t be found again. Have the Divine Lights ever broken a
promise?”
“The Child is
dead. There’s no coming back from that.”
“Have the Lights
ever Broken a promise?”
“Not until this
one, no.”
“Then we must have
faith that they will keep it.”
“Who are you?”
“Greza. I was a slave but one of my masters was kind and gave me an
education. He taught me of the
Path.”
The man leaned
over the altar and looked her right in the eyes. He held her gaze for several long
moments.
“You are a true
believer, I can see it. How curious,” he
said. “So, young Greza, what brings you here?
Seeking truth?”
“I’d like to
become an official member of the Path.”
“That takes
several weeks. I have to interview you
and test your knowledge and ask family and friends and…”
Her hope
sunk.
“I only have an
hour, sir,” she said.
He chuckled.
“Strange times we
live in and this is a strange situation.
I haven’t had a petition for membership since…well, you know. Very well.
We’ll skip the other stuff. Kneel
before the altar.”
She quickly did
so. Was he really going against
tradition to make her a member? After
all this time she was officially joining the Path of Light.
“Hands
together. Close your eyes. I’ll say the words of the ceremony and when I
tell you, you repeat after me.”
She nodded.
“Greza of the
Chimera Company, you have come to this sanctuary and this altar to petition
membership among the Path of Light and to Worship the Divine Lights with all
your heart and mind. This is no simple
task to be taken lightly and will demand much of your life. Dying is easy, living justly is
difficult. But you must endure and live
a just life so that others may see the Path from your Light and choose to walk
it themselves. Now repeat after me: I swear to follow the Path all the days of
my life.”
She repeated.
“I swear to treat
others with equality, respect and charity.”
She repeated.
“I swear to always
keep faith in my heart, to pray always and never cease to trust the Divine
Lights.”
She repeated.
As he continued on
with the ceremony he mixed up a bowl of herbs and paste. He then used the black paste to mark the
curved “X” shape on her forehead. Then
he sprinkled holy water on her hands and mouth.
“Rise, Greza of
the Chimera Company and lay on the altar to offer yourself up to the
Path.”
He moved the book
over to the stone shrine and she lay down on the table.
“Now I will pray
and through me the Divine Lights will give you a blessing and with faith, a
direction in life.”
He placed his
hands on her folded hands and closed his eyes.
“Divine Lights
that rule the heavens and all above and below.
Please hear your servant. Tonight
we have a supplication for a new member.
I know you all don’t listen to me much at all and you’re either deaf or
you chose to ignore me, but please don’t ignore this girl. She had come with earnest faith and honestly
seeks your Path.”
He made as if to
continue but fell silent. Soon she began
to wonder if this was part of the prayer and was about to ask if he was
alright. But then he continued. But this time his voice was different. It was slower and quieter, almost like he was
repeating what he was hearing.
“Greza, the Divine
Path has led you here. All that has
happened has led you here. You are
placed to do a great work for the Path.
Because of your unwavering faith you have been chosen for a great work;
a work that may prove your destruction if you fail. This is a terrible burden but you are the
only one of all the Path’s servants to have the faith to be granted this
purpose. Greza, you must seek out the
Promised Victor. Find him. Show him the Path. Show him the Path or he will be doomed to
wander in strange lands all his life and his work will be unfinished and lead
to the destruction of this people. Have
courage, Greza. You are chosen.”
Then the old
priest broke off and stumbled backward, colliding with the stone shrine,
causing the paper prayers to flutter to the floor.
“Impossible,” he
breathed.
She sat up,
looking at her hands. Was that real? She was chosen?
“What was
that?” She asked.
“I don’t
know. It’s impossible.”
“Was that…was that
you?”
He shook his
head.
“It wasn’t. I’ve never…who are you?”
“I’m just a
soldier.”
She was
nobody. She had just been a slave and
nothing more. She meant nothing to
anybody except one kind old man. Who was
she to be noticed by the Divine Lights?
“The Promised
Victor is alive? Impossible,” the priest
said.
“That was Them,
wasn’t it?” She asked.
“I don’t know,” he
said. But by the look in his eyes she
could tell that he knew.
The Divine Lights
had spoken through him to her. She had read about such things and knew they had
happened in the past to prophets and saints.
But she was
neither prophet nor saint. She was just
a slave and she had killed people with her hands. All her faults came rushing in one after
another.
“They spoke to
me. They know me,” she said, the wonder
of it all starting to sink in.
“I’ve never seen
such a thing,” he said, shaking his head.
Then the old
priest turned and rushed out of the room.
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